Imagine being hated, rejected, and despised by your community because of the work you choose to do. People avoid you on the street, call you terrible names, and maybe even spit at you. After a while, you might get used to it and it wouldn’t bother you as much, even though you wish it were otherwise.
Then one day a powerful man who is greatly admired – maybe the next leader of the nation – comes into town. You expect He will despise you just like everyone else, but no. He looks at you. He sees you as you’ve never been seen before. It seems that He knows you in the deepest part of your being and He is not disgusted with you. Instead, He calls you to be part of his inner circle, to join Him on the journey. “Follow me.”
Finally, someone sees you, knows you, and wants you. Of course, you get up immediately and follow Him. You are ready to leave your old life behind. You had been protecting yourself from years of rejection, but you don’t need to do that anymore. You are accepted, not rejected. Loved, not hated. Included, not avoided. Finally, you belong.
Before the calling of Matthew, we read the story of the healing of the paralytic and the forgiveness of His sins. The healing was a miracle, but the greater miracle is God’s mercy extended to all who are willing to respond. Matthew responded. He followed Jesus. God extends His mercy to the outcasts of our time, just as He did to Matthew. Can we do the same? Can we see beyond the sin and see the broken person who wants to belong?
Finally seen, loved, and accepted, Matthew wanted his friends to know that joy, so he throws a dinner party for Jesus and invites the other tax collectors and sinners, the other outcasts.
Too often we wait to invite others to follow Jesus. We think we need to know more or be more perfect. We are afraid they might reject or ridicule us. We think they are beyond saving. Matthew shows us the way. When you are loved, you want others to know that love. He was called, in all of his brokenness, and knew Jesus would accept his broken friends. Matthew didn’t need to convince others, he needed only to bring them to Jesus.
In Matthew’s new life, there would still be those who hated and despised him, but he would not care because his life had meaning. He was an apostle to Jesus the Messiah. It was the most noble calling.
Can you leave your old life behind and follow God with your whole heart, mind, soul, and strength? He is calling to you, “Follow me.” He is ready to heal your wounds of rejection, hate, betrayal, ridicule. He sees you. He knows you – the good, bad, and ugly. He accepts you. He loves you.
Daily Reading
Second Sunday of Lent
Reading I Genesis 15:5-12, 17-18 The Lord God took Abram outside and said, “Look up at the sky and count the stars, if you can. Just so,” he added, “shall…
Saint of the Day
Second Sunday of Lent
Reading I Genesis 15:5-12, 17-18 The Lord God took Abram outside and said, “Look up at the sky and count the stars, if you can. Just so,” he added, “shall…