I was on retreat several years ago and found myself standing alone next to a still pond surrounded by trees. Across the pond from me was a crucifix raised on a pole such that I could look straight at it. I felt God calling to me with the words at the beginning of our first reading today: “return to Me with your whole heart.” This simple request sank deep into my soul.
Return to Me. Give yourself entirely to Me. Trust Me. Let Me care for you and pour Myself out for you. Don’t let your worries and concerns stand between us. Don’t let your desire for approval make you forget who you are living for. You are Mine.
It was there that I gave myself more completely to God, where I made a commitment to Him that I would continuously dedicate myself to Him. We hear this same call in the Gospel today, on this Ash Wednesday as we enter into Lent. May we return to God with all our hearts. May our hearts not be divided, but may we give them entirely to God.
It is so easy for us, as we live this life in the flesh, to do what is asked of us but for the wrong reasons, such as seeking approval from others. Perhaps we allow others to see us piously carrying out our Lenten obligations so that we may be counted among the holy or admired by them.
We are called to give ourselves to God and to live our lives for Him, including fasting, giving alms, and praying, making sacrifices to Him out of love rather than for any other reason. When we do things for others, it is to be for the sake of God and those He has put in our lives, not to serve our own egos.
This illustrates a larger point. Giving ourselves to God involves two main movements which go hand in hand. One is turning away from the things of the flesh. The other is turning toward God. Repentance from sin leads to reconciliation with God. Detachment from worldly things creates space for Him to abide in us.
This summons to return to the Lord with our whole heart requires both movements, fueled by His grace. It is to turn away from the desires and lures of the world in order to give our entire heart, our entire selves to God. Undivided and unreserved. This is a lifetime endeavor for most of us, myself included. But Lent is the perfect time to step further into it.
This Lent, I encourage you to offer each sacrifice up for God. Offer them in outward silence and in love to the One who sees all and who abides with you in your inmost being, to the One who delights in you, longs for you, and gives Himself up for you.
Daily Reading
Second Sunday of Lent
Reading I Genesis 15:5-12, 17-18 The Lord God took Abram outside and said, “Look up at the sky and count the stars, if you can. Just so,” he added, “shall…
Saint of the Day
Second Sunday of Lent
Reading I Genesis 15:5-12, 17-18 The Lord God took Abram outside and said, “Look up at the sky and count the stars, if you can. Just so,” he added, “shall…