“It is written in the prophets: They shall all be taught by God.” (John 6:45)
Although I’ve been blessed to write and speak about the Catholic faith for nearly two decades, my education in faith did not come from a prestigious college but from my hours spent in Eucharistic Adoration. There, reading the Word of God, listening to Jesus’s voice in the stillness of that chapel, and with my nose in spiritual books for hours, I believe God indeed taught me.
In those hours, I recognized God living among us, not distant nor invisible – the Divine Master and teacher. God, in the Person of the Son, Jesus, is truly present in the Eucharist. I could feel the grace as I sat in His presence, soaking up every grace and blessing He had for me in those precious moments. Never did I doubt I was interacting in real-time in a tangible way with my Lord and my God, sitting at the feet of my Father in heaven. Like a little child, I would soak up every ounce of wisdom and knowledge He blessed me with.
In the Scriptures, I would see in such a profound way how Jesus teaches us about the Father, the one who sent Him, “All things have been handed over to me by my Father; and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal Him” (Matthew 11:27). Now, with Jesus ascended, through the Holy Spirit, we receive the promised Paraclete, Counselor, and we continue to learn what we need to advance in wisdom and age and favor before God and man, just as He did (Luke 2:52).
I did not grow up in a religious family. We didn’t speak of the faith at home. There were no Bibles to be found, no family rosaries (other than during thunderstorms), and no spiritual reading or Eucharistic holy hours. None of that was part of my childhood or my foundation of faith, yet God reached me! He nudged my heart again and again, especially in trials and challenges when my heart was at its lowest; He always reminded me I was never alone.
During more difficult or challenging times, I would drift back under His protective wing; when the ship righted itself, I’d return to my daily routine of self-sufficiency and self-absorption. Gratefully, God never abandoned me. He sent me subtle signs and lessons I could not ignore, people who were His hands and feet. During one of those moments of obedience, the greatest gift came in the inspiration to offer an earnest prayer never to let myself slip back away from the Flock.
God kept His promise, as He is always apt to do. He filled me with every good thing I needed: wisdom, understanding, piety, knowledge – all the gifts and fruits of the Spirit – which keep me growing, seeking, and yes, believing, to this day, as only He could teach me.
Daily Reading
Tuesday of Fifth Week of Easter
Reading 1 Acts 14:19-28 In those days, some Jews from Antioch and Iconium arrived and won over the crowds. They stoned Paul and dragged him out of the city, supposing…
Saint of the Day
St. Bernardine of Siena
St. Bernardine of Siena
Feast date: May 20
The Catholic Church honors St. Bernardine of Siena on May 20. A Franciscan friar and preacher, St. Bernardine is known as “the Apostle of Italy” for his efforts to revive the country’s Catholic faith during the 15th century.Bernardine Albizeschi was born to upper-class parents in the Italian republic of Siena during 1380. Misfortune soon entered the boy’s life when he lost his mother at age three and his father four years later. His aunt Diana cared for him afterward, and taught him to seek consolation and security by trusting in God. Even at a young age, Bernardine demonstrated a remarkable concern for the poor as an outgrowth of his love for God. Having become accustomed to fasting, he preferred at times to go without any food in order to help someone in greater need. From the ages of 11 to 17 he focused on his studies, developing the eloquence and dedication that would serve his future work as an evangelist. Before becoming a preacher, however, Bernardine spent several years ministering to the sick and dying. He enrolled in a religious association that served at a hospital in the town of Scala, and applied himself to this work from 1397 to 1400. During that time, a severe plague broke out in Siena, causing a crisis that would eventually lead to the young man taking charge of the entire hospital. Inside its walls, up to 20 people were dying each day from an illness that also killed many of the hospital workers. The staff was decimated and new victims were coming in constantly.Bernardine persuaded 12 young men to help him continue the work of the hospital, which he took over for a period of four months. Although the plague did not infect him, the exhausting work left him weak and he contracted a different sickness that kept him in bed for four months. After recovering, he spent over a year caring for his aunt Bartholomaea before her death. Then the 22-year-old Bernardine moved to a small house outside the city, where he began to discern God’s will for his future through prayer and fasting. He eventually chose to join the Franciscans of the Strict Observance in 1403, embracing an austere life focused on poverty and humility. During this time, while praying before a crucifix, Bernardine heard Christ say to him: “My son, behold me hanging upon a cross. If you love me, or desire to imitate me, be also fastened naked to your cross and follow me. Thus you will assuredly find me.” After Bernardine was ordained a priest, his superiors commissioned him to preach as a missionary to the Italians who were falling away from their Catholic faith. The Dominican evangelist St. Vincent Ferrer, just before leaving Italy, preached a sermon in which he predicted that one of his listeners would continue his work among the Italians – a prophecy Bernardine heard in person, and went on to fulfill.Bernardine’s personal devotion to God, which amazed even the strict Franciscans, made his preaching extremely effective. He moved his hearers to abandon their vices, turn back to God, and make peace with one another. He promoted devotion to the name of Jesus as a simple and effective means of recalling God’s love at all times. When other priests consulted him for advice, Bernardine gave them a simple rule: “In all your actions, seek in the first place the kingdom of God and his glory. Direct all you do purely to his honor. Persevere in brotherly charity, and practice first all that you desire to teach others.”“By this means,” he said, “the Holy Spirit will be your master, and will give you such wisdom and such a tongue that no adversary will be able to stand against you.” Bernardine’s own life attested to this source of strength in the face of trials. He patiently suffered an accusation of heresy – which Pope Martin V judged to be false – and refused to abandon his bold preaching when a nobleman threatened him with death.But Bernardine was also widely admired throughout Italy, and he was offered the office of a bishop on three occasions. Each time, however, he turned down the position, choosing to fulfill the prediction of St. Vincent Ferrer through his missionary work. Bernardine preached throughout most of Italy several times over, and even managed to reconcile members of its warring political factions. Later in his life, Bernardine served for five years as the Vicar General for his Franciscan order, and revived the practice of its strict rule of life. Then in 1444, forty years after he first entered religious life, Bernardine became sick while traveling. He continued to preach, but soon lost his strength and his voice. St. Bernardine of Siena died on May 20, 1444. Only six years later, in 1450, Pope Nicholas V canonized him as a saint.