I think the verse from Paul that says “I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate” (Romans 7:15) sums up the first reading for today. Imagine being in Pharaoh’s shoes during this time. He has just gone through all these terrible plagues that have ripped through his very understanding of God and His power. He has just lost his firstborn son and heard crying and wailing all throughout the land from his very own people. His heart has become so hardened by sin that he is willing to go through all of this affliction instead of admitting that God is in charge. He finally gives in but then immediately regrets his decision and allows his heart to become even more hardened. 

I can’t help but think of myself when I read the story of Pharaoh. How many times have I continued on with a specific sin thinking that my way is better than God’s? How many times have I hurt others without thinking about the consequences of my actions? How many times have I pushed God away and tried to control my own life and be my own god? I take hope in knowing that I am not alone. Paul seems to be grappling with this same problem as he writes to the Romans. 

This isn’t some old problem that just existed thousands of years ago. If we are honest with ourselves I think we can all conjure up a memory of something we did that we didn’t want to do, but we remained obstinate in our decision. The Church would call this concupiscence, or the desire for sin. We all have it as a result of Original Sin. The way to overcome our desire for sin is total and complete reliance on God. Once we realize that God actually wants our happiness and wants to fulfill the deepest desires of our hearts, the less enticing sin becomes. It is the difference between eating table scraps like a dog and enjoying a bountiful feast. We can only do it through grace. 

Christ has come to soften our hearts. He has come to make us new. The question is do we believe it? Do we believe God really wants what is best for us? Do we believe he still has the same power today as he did when he parted the Red Sea? Do we believe that the sacraments will give us the grace to endure any temptation? If we don’t, then we need to start asking for the gift of faith. 

Let’s all take a moment today to ask for God’s grace to come into our hearts, not only for the strength to face temptation, but to see that God wants to fulfill our deepest desires. Only then can we be freed from bondage through the power of God, just like the Israelites. 

From all of us here at Diocesan, God bless!

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Reading 1 Genesis 18:1-10a

The LORD appeared to Abraham by the terebinth of Mamre,
as he sat in the entrance of his tent,
while the day was growing hot.
Looking up, Abraham saw three men standing nearby.
When he saw them, he ran from the entrance of the tent to greet them;
and bowing to the ground, he said:
“Sir, if I may ask you this favor,
please do not go on past your servant.
Let some water be brought, that you may bathe your feet,
and then rest yourselves under the tree.
Now that you have come this close to your servant,
let me bring you a little food, that you may refresh yourselves;
and afterward you may go on your way.”
The men replied, “Very well, do as you have said.”

Abraham hastened into the tent and told Sarah,
“Quick, three measures of fine flour! Knead it and make rolls.”
He ran to the herd, picked out a tender, choice steer,
and gave it to a servant, who quickly prepared it.
Then Abraham got some curds and milk,
as well as the steer that had been prepared,
and set these before the three men;
and he waited on them under the tree while they ate.

They asked Abraham, “Where is your wife Sarah?”
He replied, “There in the tent.”
One of them said, “I will surely return to you about this time next year,
and Sarah will then have a son.”

Responsorial Psalm Psalm 15:2-3, 3-4, 5

R.(1a) He who does justice will live in the presence of the Lord.
One who walks blamelessly and does justice;
who thinks the truth in his heart
and slanders not with his tongue.
R. He who does justice will live in the presence of the Lord.
Who harms not his fellow man,
nor takes up a reproach against his neighbor;
by whom the reprobate is despised,
while he honors those who fear the LORD.
R. He who does justice will live in the presence of the Lord.
Who lends not his money at usury
and accepts no bribe against the innocent.
One who does these things
shall never be disturbed.
R. He who does justice will live in the presence of the Lord.

Reading 2 Colossians 1:24-28

Brothers and sisters:
Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake,
and in my flesh I am filling up
what is lacking in the afflictions of Christ
on behalf of his body, which is the church,
of which I am a minister
in accordance with God’s stewardship given to me
to bring to completion for you the word of God,
the mystery hidden from ages and from generations past.
But now it has been manifested to his holy ones,
to whom God chose to make known the riches of the glory
of this mystery among the Gentiles;
it is Christ in you, the hope for glory.
It is he whom we proclaim,
admonishing everyone and teaching everyone with all wisdom,
that we may present everyone perfect in Christ.

Alleluia Cf. Luke 8:15

R. Alleluia, alleluia.
Blessed are they who have kept the word with a generous heart
and yield a harvest through perseverance.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.

Gospel Luke 10:38-42

Jesus entered a village
where a woman whose name was Martha welcomed him.
She had a sister named Mary
who sat beside the Lord at his feet listening to him speak.
Martha, burdened with much serving, came to him and said,
“Lord, do you not care
that my sister has left me by myself to do the serving?
Tell her to help me.”
The Lord said to her in reply,
“Martha, Martha, you are anxious and worried about many things.
There is need of only one thing.
Mary has chosen the better part
and it will not be taken from her.”

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St. Margaret of Antioch

Feast date: Jul 20

Saint Margaret, whose feast is celebrated on July 20, is a virgin and martyr. She is also called “Marina”. Margaret belonged to Pisidian Antioch in Asia Minor, where her father was a pagan priest. Her mother died soon after Margaret’s birth, so she was nursed by a pious woman who lived about five or six leagues from Antioch. Having embraced Christianity and consecrated her virginity to God, she was disowned by her father and adopted by her nurse.

 

One day, while she was engaged in watching the flocks of her mistress, a lustful Roman prefect named Olybrius caught sight of her, and attracted by her great beauty sought to make her his concubine or wife. When neither cajolery nor threats of punishment could succeed in moving her to yield to his desires, he had her brought before him in public trial at Antioch. Threatened with death unless she renounced the Christian faith, the holy virgin refused to adore the gods of the empire. An attempt was made to burn her, but the flames, we are told in her Acts, left her unharmed. She was then bound hand and foot and thrown into a cauldron of boiling water, but at her prayer her bonds were broken and she stood up uninjured. Finally the prefect ordered her to be beheaded.

 

The Greek Church honors her under the name Marine on July13, and the Latin, as Margaret on July 20. Her Acts place her death in the persecution of Diocletian (A.D. 303-5), but in fact even the century to which she belonged is uncertain. St. Margaret is represented in art sometimes as a shepherdess, or as leading a chained dragon, again carrying a little cross or a girdle in her hand, or standing by a large vessel which recalls the cauldron into which she was plunged. Relics said to belong to the saint are venerated in very many parts of Europe; at Rome, Montefiascone, Brusels, Bruges, Paris, Froidmont, Troyes, and various other places. Curiously enough this virgin has been widely venerated for many centuries as a special patron of women who are pregnant.

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This is one of those Gospel passages that can be intimidating to write reflections about because so much has been said already. A popular passage, especially for women, this Gospel story provides a quick sketch of how we ought to prioritize our time. 

As I was reflecting on this reading, I was reminded of a podcast I listened to last year which was talking about a completely different topic, but this phrase stood out at the time and I’ve continued to ponder it: “If it’s raining, put down the bucket.” The story went like this: We are gardeners, working to tend to the garden of our lives. There is a lot of work to do, and one of the primary things needed is water. We can’t control the sunlight, but we can fill a bucket and bring it to our tender sprouts. But, if we get so wrapped up in filling our bucket and carting the water back and forth, we might not even notice when the mist starts to fall. As a gardener, there is nothing more to do at that moment; the rain has come. It is time for stillness. Put down the bucket and let the rain fall.

Applying these thoughts to our reading, Martha was a diligent gardener as she tended to her guests. She was so focused on the proverbial bucket, she neglected to notice the sustenance present. 

I like this way of thinking of this story, because it acknowledges that work is good and necessary. If the gardener left the plants to their own devices, there is the risk the garden would fail. If we leave our spiritual lives to wander or lay fallow, we won’t progress far. We have work to do when it comes to study, prayer, service. However, we cannot forget that God is the master, and there will be times in our lives when we are asked to be still, to wait, to simply be in His presence. He will bring the rain needed to sustain this period. 

But how can we know when to be still and when to work? Ecclesiastes tells us there is a time for everything, for work and rest, for laughter and sorrow. What is this moment for – is it for listening with my full attention to my child, or to ask them to wait while I finish preparing dinner so our family can eat on time. Is it to stay late at work because a colleague is in need, or to go home at my usual time to see my family. 

None of these are easy questions and either answer could be correct. It takes prayer and practice to discern God’s will. Martha was doing good work. She was serving her guests, attending to their needs and caring for their physical wellbeing. But in that moment, Mary discerned the better choice by putting down her “bucket”,  being still, and listening to Jesus’ every word. 

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Reading I Exodus 12:37-42

The children of Israel set out from Rameses for Succoth,
about six hundred thousand men on foot,
not counting the little ones.
A crowd of mixed ancestry also went up with them,
besides their livestock, very numerous flocks and herds.
Since the dough they had brought out of Egypt was not leavened,
they baked it into unleavened loaves.
They had rushed out of Egypt and had no opportunity
even to prepare food for the journey.

The time the children of Israel had stayed in Egypt
was four hundred and thirty years.
At the end of four hundred and thirty years,
all the hosts of the LORD left the land of Egypt on this very date.
This was a night of vigil for the LORD,
as he led them out of the land of Egypt;
so on this same night
all the children of Israel must keep a vigil for the LORD
throughout their generations.

Responsorial Psalm Psalm 136:1 and 23-24, 10-12, 13-15

R.    His mercy endures forever. 
or: 
R.    Alleluia.
Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good,
    for his mercy endures forever;
Who remembered us in our abjection,
    for his mercy endures forever;
And freed us from our foes,
    for his mercy endures forever.
R.    His mercy endures forever.
or: 
R.    Alleluia.
Who smote the Egyptians in their first-born,
    for his mercy endures forever;
And brought out Israel from their midst,
    for his mercy endures forever;
With a mighty hand and an outstretched arm,
    for his mercy endures forever.
R.    His mercy endures forever.
or: 
R.    Alleluia.
Who split the Red Sea in twain,
    for his mercy endures forever;
And led Israel through its midst,
    for his mercy endures forever;
But swept Pharaoh and his army into the Red Sea,
    for his mercy endures forever.
R.    His mercy endures forever.    
or: 
R.    Alleluia.

Alleluia 2 Corinthians 5:19

R. Alleluia, alleluia.
God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ,
and entrusting to us the message of reconciliation.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.

Gospel Matthew 12:14-21

The Pharisees went out and took counsel against Jesus
to put him to death.

When Jesus realized this, he withdrew from that place.
Many people followed him, and he cured them all,
but he warned them not to make him known.
This was to fulfill what had been spoken through Isaiah the prophet:

    Behold, my servant whom I have chosen,
        my beloved in whom I delight;
    I shall place my Spirit upon him,
        and he will proclaim justice to the Gentiles.
    He will not contend or cry out,
        nor will anyone hear his voice in the streets.
    A bruised reed he will not break,
        a smoldering wick he will not quench,
    until he brings justice to victory.
        And in his name the Gentiles will hope.

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St. Arsenius

Feast date: Jul 19

St. Arsenius, an Anchorite, was born in 354 at Rome and died in 450 at Troe, in Egypt.

Theodosius the Great, having requested the Emperor Gratian and Pope Damasus to find him in the West a tutor for his son Arcadius, decided on Arsenius, a man well read in Greek literature, a member of a noble Roman family, and said to have been a deacon of the Roman Church. Upon receving the request to become the tutor of young Arcadius, he left and reached Constantinople in 383, and continued as tutor in the imperial family for eleven years, during the last three of which he also had charge of his pupil’s brother Honorius.

Coming one day to see his children at their studies, Theodosius found them sitting while Arsenius talked to them standing. This he would not tolerate, and he ordered the teacher to sit while the pupils to stood.

Upon his arrival at court, Arsenius had been given a splendid establishment, and probably because the Emperor so desired, he lived a very great lifestyle, but all the time felt a growing inclination to renounce the world. After praying for a long time to be enlightened as to what he should do, he heard a voice saying “Arsenius, flee the company of men, and thou shalt be saved.” Thereupon he embarked secretly for Alexandria, and hastening to the desert of Scetis, asked to be admitted among the solitaries who dwelt there.

St. John the Dwarf, to whose cell he was conducted, though previously warned of the quality of his visitor, took no notice of him and left him standing by himself while he invited the rest to sit down at table. When the John was half finished with his meal, he threw down some bread before Arsenius, bidding him with an air of indifference to eat if he would. Arsenius meekly picked up the bread and ate, sitting on the ground. Satisfied with this proof of humility, St. John kept him under his direction. The new solitary was from the beginning most exemplary, yet unwittingly retained some of his old habits, such as sitting cross-legged or laying one foot over the other. Noticing this, the abbot requested some one to imitate Arsenius’s posture at the next gathering of the brethren, and upon his doing so, forthwith rebuked him publicly. Arsenius took the hint and corrected himself.

During the fifty-five years of his solitary life he was always the most meanly clad of all, thus punishing himself for his former seeming vanity in the world. In like manner, to atone for having used perfumes at court, he never changed the water in which he moistened the palm leaves of which he made mats, but only poured in fresh water upon it as it wasted, thus letting it become stenchy in the extreme. Even while engaged in manual labour he never relaxed in his application to prayer. At all times copious tears of devotion fell from his eyes. But what distinguished him the most was his disinclination to all that might interrupt his union with God. When, after a long period of searching, his place of retreat was discovered, he not only refused to return to court and act as adviser to his former pupil the Emperor Arcadius, but he would not even be his almoner to the poor and the monasteries of the neighbourhood. He invariably denied himself to visitors, no matter what their rank and condition and left to his disciples the care of entertaining them. His contemporaries so greatly admired him because of this, that they gave him the surname “the Great”.

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Back in high school, which was more than 40 years ago for me, every year we had to write one or two major term papers. This was a serious undertaking, and since there was no internet back then, we did it the old-fashioned way. We went to the library and searched the card catalog for applicable books and magazines, then we’d read through them and take notes, writing them down on 3-by-5 index cards. It was time-consuming and often tedious, but the end result was a paper with your own argument, based on facts and data gathered from different sources, all properly referenced with a series of footnotes and a bibliography list.

Today’s Gospel from Matthew reminds me of that process. The verses prior to today’s reading tell of Jesus and His disciples going through a field, picking grain and eating it on the Sabbath. The Pharisees are quick to judge. Then, a man with a withered hand is brought to Jesus, and they ask Jesus if it is proper to do good (heal) on the Sabbath. Jesus basically gives them a “Get real!” reply: if your sheep falls into a pit on the Sabbath, aren’t you going to rescue it? And that’s just a sheep, this is a human being. Then Jesus tells the man to stretch out his hand, and it is healed. Jesus did no physical work, not even touching the man, but the Pharisees believe He has violated the Sabbath and should be put to death. 

Now we come to today’s verses, what I am calling Matthew’s term paper. He wants to put what’s happening into perspective for his readers, so they can have a sense of what the Apostles and disciples believe is going on. Matthew does his research and chooses his facts, if you will, from one of the suffering servant narratives in the Book of Isaiah. Why does Jesus heal and cure on the Sabbath? Because, as Isaiah says of the suffering servant, Jesus is chosen by God, God’s own beloved in whom He delights. God’s Spirit is upon Him, who is meek and humble, not contending, not crying out, not breaking bruised reeds or quenching smoldering wicks. Instead, He is making justice victorious and bringing hope to Gentiles.

Let us take note that we are those Gentiles. The message and service of Jesus wasn’t just for those in Galilee and Judea back then, they also are for us, here and now. Let us rejoice in that fact, and latch onto it with all we have. Jesus brings hope to us — Jesus, in fact, is our hope. Thanks be to God! What more could we ever need?

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St. Camillus de Lellis

Feast date: Jul 18

On July 18 the U.S. Catholic Church celebrates the feast day of Saint Camillus de Lellis, who turned from his life as a soldier and gambler to become the founder of an order dedicated to caring for the sick. In some other countries, he is celebrated on the anniversary of his death, July 14.

Camillus was born during 1550 in the Abruzzo region of Naples in present-day Italy. His mother died during his infancy, and he lost his father, a former army officer, six years later. The young man took after his late father professionally, serving in the armies of Venice and Naples until 1574.

During his military service Camillus developed a severe gambling problem. He repented of the habit in 1575, when he found himself impoverished and forced to do menial work for a group of Franciscans. In February of that year he resolved to change his life and soon sought to join the order.

A wound in one of his legs, however, was seen as incurable and kept him from becoming a Franciscan. After this rejection, he traveled to Rome and worked for four years in a hospice. Committed to a life of prayer and penance, he wore a hair shirt and received spiritual direction from St. Philip Neri.

Grieved by the quality of service given to the sick, Camillus decided to form an association of Catholics who would provide them with both physical and spiritual care. He studied for the priesthood, and was ordained in 1584.

Members of his order worked in hospitals, prisons, and in the homes of those afflicted by disease. The order’s original name, the “Fathers of a Good Death,” reflected the desire to aid in their spiritual salvation and prepare the dying to receive their last rites.

Later known as the Order of the Ministers of the Sick, or simply as the “Camillians,” the group received papal approval in 1586 and was confirmed as a religious order in 1591. In addition to the traditional vows of poverty, chastity, and obedience, they took a vow of unfailing service to the sick.

Camillus himself suffered physical ailments throughout his life. His leg wound failed to heal over the course of almost five decades, in addition to which he suffered from sores and severe kidney trouble. But he is said to have spent time with the sick even while unable to walk, by crawling from bed to bed.

The founder of the Ministers of the Sick lived to assist at a general chapter of his order in Rome during 1613, and to make a last visitation of many of their hospitals. Learning that he himself was incurably ill, Camillus responded: “I rejoice in what has been told me. We shall go into the house of the Lord.”

Receiving the Eucharist for the last time, he declared: “O Lord, I confess I am the most wretched of sinners, most undeserving of your favor; but save me by your infinite goodness. My hope is placed in your divine mercy through your precious blood.”

After giving his last instructions to his fellow Ministers of the Sick, St. Camillus de Lellis died on July 14, 1614. He was canonized by Benedict XIV in 1746, and later named – along with Saint John of God – as one of the two main co-patrons of nurses and nursing associations in 1930.

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As we read the Gospels throughout the year, we hear Jesus speaking to many different people. Some of the people love and follow and believe in Him. Others are somewhat outside of His circle but appreciate His wisdom and power. And then there are those who do not like Him at all. Today, we again hear the Pharisees challenging Jesus about His disciples’ behavior.  And as usual, Jesus points out to them why it is acceptable, even good, that His disciples are picking and eating grain on the sabbath.

Over and over again the Pharisees complain to Jesus about other people’s behavior. And Jesus consistently reminds them that they are missing the point. He quotes Hosea when he says, “I desire mercy, not sacrifice.” God the Father will not put the rules above people; our Father is full of mercy. Yes, He is just, but I think the reason Jesus is talking about mercy is because the Pharisees are harsh and unyielding in the face of the basic needs of others. Over-emphasis on the rules can cause them to forget that the rules are meant to help people, not harm them.  They seem to value sacrifice and justice more than mercy.

Sometimes we may fall into the same trap. In our desire to have rules followed we forget the people. We put procedure over human kindness. Sometimes this is done out of a desire to be fair to everyone. True fairness is when we treat others as the unique individual God created them to be. Jesus gave his complete self to us. His death is the ultimate sacrifice. He did it out of love, out of great mercy. Our world needs mercy and love. Sharing that with others, showing that to a world so broken is better than pointing out sins. 

It is not easy, as there are many ways in which the culture mocks God’s laws, His mercy, His love, and His justice.  As a society, we must stop doing all of this which drives us away from God and deeper into despair. Sometimes we do have the opportunity to lead others away from sin and towards God. And when we do, let us remember what Jesus says and lead with mercy. 

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St. Leo IV

Feast date: Jul 17

The universal Church celebrates the life of St. Leo IV on July 17. Both a Roman and the son of Radoald, Leo was unanimously elected to succeed Sergius II as Pope. At the time of his election, there was an alarming attack of the Saracens on Rome in 846, which caused the people to fear the safety of the city. Because of the tension of the situation, Leo was consecrated on April 10, 847 without the consent of the emperor.

Leo received his early education at Rome in the monastery of St. Martin, near St. Peter’s Basillica. His pious behaviour drew the attention of Gregory IV, who made him a subdeacon, and he was later created Cardinal-Priest of the church of the Quatuor Coronati by Sergius II.

As soon as Leo, much against his will, became Pope, he began to take precautions against a repetitious acts of the Saracen raid of 846. He began a project to put the walls of the city into a thorough state of repair, entirely rebuilding fifteen of the great towers. He was the first to enclose the Vatican hill by a wall. In order to do this, he received money from the emperor, and help from all the cities and agricultural colonies (domus cultae) of the Duchy of Rome. The work took him four years to accomplish, and the newly fortified portion was called the Leonine City, after him. In 852 the fortifications were completed, and were blessed by the Pope with great solemnity.

It was by this Pope that the church of S. Maria Nova was built, to replace S. Maria Antiqua, which the decaying Palace of the Caesars threatened to engulf, and of which the ruins have recently been brought to light. In 850, Leo associated with Lothair in the empire of his son Louis, by imposing on him the imperial crown. Three years later “he hallowed the child Alfred to king [says an old English historian] by anointing; and receiving him for his own child by adoption, gave him confirmation, and sent him back [to England] with the blessing of St. Peter the Apostle.”

In the same year, 853, he held an important synod in Rome, in which various decrees were passed for the furtherance of ecclesiastical discipline and learning, and for the condemnation of the refractory Anastasius, Cardinal of St. Marcellus, and sometime librarian of the Roman Church. Equally rebellious conduct on the part of John, Archbishop of Ravenna, forced Leo to undertake a journey to that city to inspire John and his accomplices with respect for the law. It was duing his engaging endeavour to inspire another archbishop, Hincmar of Reims, with this same reverence, that Leo died.

He was buried in St. Peter’s on July 17, 855. He is credited with being a worker of miracles both by his biographer and by the Patriarch Photius. His name is found in the Roman Martyrology.

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