Sometimes, I just can’t take one more confrontation. My emotional bank gets so low, that one more unpleasant encounter is one too many. All I want to do is duck and cover. I hear that person at work who grumbles incessantly coming and I suddenly have an urgent to-do somewhere else. The caller ID says it is my sister who wants to know why I can’t make it to a family function. I’m sorry I missed your call. I left my phone in the car. It doesn’t feel like I am doing anything wrong, I am just protecting myself, right?
Is it? Lately, I have been very convicted at Mass when we pray, forgive me “for what I have done and what I have failed to do.” I can pretty readily identify those actions I took which separated me from God, but what have I failed to do? It is in failing to act that I am like the third servant in today’s parable. The first two servants take risks with their coins. They could have lost everything, but instead they come back with more. The third servant is not so brave. He hides his coin away so that he can present it back to his master upon his return. But that is not what the master wants. And that is not what Jesus wants from us either.
Unlike the master who went off to a distant country and left his servants on their own, our Master has given us the Bread of angels to nourish us and has sent the Holy Spirit to encourage us and guide us. We are not to duck and take cover, we are to boldly take the coins (talents) we have been given and go out and use them to build the Kingdom of God here on earth.
Maybe I am the only person who will smile and listen to that coworker who grumbles incessantly. Maybe, I am God’s answer to a prayer on their behalf. When I duck, am I failing to act in a way that would bring glory to God? Maybe my sister just needs to be heard. Am I listening to why this event is so important to her and reflecting back a little of God’s light into her life? By not answering my phone, I am failing to spread God’s love to my family.
We are not God. We cannot give what we don’t have and there are times when we need to make sure our own soul is well rested and fed in order to reach out to others. But so often we fail to act because we are tired or drained, when God needs us to rely more fully on Him to bring Him to others. We are not called to just preserve the gifts we have been given, we are called to go out and increase them so when it is our turn to meet him face to face he will say to us, “Well done, good servant!”
Daily Reading
Wednesday of the Thirty-third Week in Ordinary Time
Reading 1 Rv 4:1-11 I, John, had a vision of an open door to heaven,and I heard the trumpetlike voicethat had spoken to me before, saying,“Come up here and I…
Saint of the Day
Saint Edmund, King and Martyr
A teenage king who courageously defended his faith and throne, enduring martyrdom for his refusing to make Christianity illegal.
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