“He had cured many, and, as a result, those who had diseases were pressing upon him to touch him” (Mk 3:10).

This scene opens with Jesus and His disciples attempting to withdraw to the sea for a moment of peace. Right before that, Jesus had cured a man with a withered hand in the synagogue itself, stirring up the Pharisees, sparking their anger as they plot some way to trap and kill Him. It makes sense that He might want to take a step back and spend some time alone with His beloved students!

But that is not to be. News of Jesus has spread, and large crowds follow him, from Galilee, Judea, Jerusalem, even Tyre and Sidon. I imagine the numbers might have looked something like Times Square on New Year’s Eve…too many people to count.

We can imagine how overwhelming that might have been for Jesus. The sea of all those people is so great in number, so desperate for healing, that Jesus has to ask the Apostles to get a boat for Him so that He can sail out from shore, just so they won’t crush Him!

We can also imagine how overwhelming that might have been for any one of those people, hoping and praying desperately to see Jesus, to hear Him, to come close enough just to touch His garments or His hands. Because of course, the people know by now that Jesus can heal with a touch of His hand. Among the countless crowds, there were probably more sick people than healthy, more despairing people than hopeful. Jesus has gone to seek solace at the sea, but these people have come to seek solace in Him.

Do we seek solace in Him?

Does the “crowd” of our own worries press so close to us that we lose sight of Him? Are there barriers that keep us from His healing touch? Have we let ourselves believe that there is too much for Him to do, too many bigger problems for Him to handle instead? Have we given up on bringing Him our little worries? Do we think we are not important enough for Him to see us, to heal us? Do we miss Him in the crowd, and then assume that the reason He doesn’t heal us is because He doesn’t see us?

We are more fortunate than those people on the shoreline that day. There are no great crowds of people blocking our view. There is no need for pushing and shoving, clamoring for attention, fighting off the crowd. Jesus is fully present to you, now, in this moment and in every other – past, present, and future. There is no question about that. The real question is this: 

Do you seek solace in Him? Do you turn to Him with all your worries, all your burdens, all your sicknesses? He is already waiting for you by the shore. Will you go to Him?

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