Typically when we pray for healing, we pray for physical healing, or perhaps emotional or relational healing. We don’t tend to think so quickly of our need for spiritual healing. When the paralytic’s friends lowered him through the roof and placed him before Jesus, they were also seeking physical healing. However, Jesus’ first words to the paralyzed man were, “Child, your sins are forgiven.”
One could argue that Jesus said this because the Jews of that time believed there was a strong connection between a person’s sins and their ailments, that the first was the cause of the second. However, I sense there is a bigger significance to Jesus’ words than this, one which pertains to us also.
While Jesus certainly cares for us on a physical level, He knows the spiritual state of our souls is more important. We know from so many seemingly unanswered prayers that He often allows the continuation of physical or circumstantial pain because there is something else He is doing in it. He frequently uses our crosses to bring about a conversion or a surrender to Himself, to remind us how much we need Him, or to humble us.
He often uses times of helplessness or “paralysis” to show us that we are not as self-sufficient as we would like to believe we are. Though we may try to be strong, in reality we are little, weak, and sinful, in need of His mercy and forgiveness. Like the paralyzed man, we are invited to lay down before Jesus and surrender, to give up control and lie docile in His loving and gentle arms. When we do so, Jesus can truly do His work of healing.
Jesus’ healing work is not always obvious. It is often silent and hidden, like the forgiveness of this man’s sins. It is easy for us to question whether anything is actually happening, especially when we are looking for something we can see or feel.
The scribes and Pharisees questioned Jesus. What gave Him the authority to forgive this man’s sins? They were looking for a sign, for proof that Jesus could do what He had said. Jesus responded by healing the man of his paralysis as well. It was a compassionate move but was almost done as an afterthought, knowing He had already completed the more important work. However, since their hearts had not been converted, the physical healing only served to drive them further from the truth of who Jesus is.
I grapple frequently with my own physical and circumstantial crosses. It is difficult when prayers for healing or improvement seem to go unanswered. But when I look more closely, I can see God has been moving in each one, healing me spiritually and drawing me deeper into His love. Physical or circumstantial healing often takes place as well, but, when it does, it is frequently delayed or gradual so as to allow time for the more important spiritual work to be accomplished.
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Memorial of Saint Anthony, Abbot
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Saint Anthony
Anthony the Great, an early Christian monk, pioneered monasticism through a life of asceticism in the Egyptian desert.
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